[posted here too, because i know there are some on here who still care for me.]

but, please don't read if you don't care about my health problems.

okay. so, pretty much, i still don't know what's wrong with me, but i'm getting concerned a little bit.
to put it nicely, i get mildly painful abdominal pain that is relieved shortly after relieving myself. heh. so gross. pretty much, i've had constant diarrehia for the last two weeks.
on top of this, for a while, my breasts were slightly sore for a while, though i think it had to do with the bra that i was wearing.
also, there has been blood in my snot.
and to put the icing on the shit cake [no pun intended], my right hand has gotten incredibly scaley feeling because it decided that it wanted to be all dry.

but, i doubt that these are all co-related.

i know i should go to the doctor -- but i'm afraid something is really wrong with me, and i don't want to know. i'm also afraid that i've been over reacting. in general, i'm scared. and i want to cry. =(

some one please tell me to go to the doctor.

 i finally got tired of typing this long ass name in when i sign in.

look for me at:
udoentsae

mein kopf ist in ein benommen.
mein Junge ist sehr so lustig.  Wann werde er macht auf er entscheiden?
es schien so bloed fuer mich zu Fall nicht vom Staengle.  ich bin sehr gespanne.

willst du Hilfe mich?

krystian -- with the 'hawk

if only i were brave enough to try again.